Sunday, November 13, 2011

AFA 2011

Cosplay Competition is so AWESOME!!~ Philippines got 1st for Dissidia~ 2nd for Final Fantasy XIII (Thailand)... 3rd for Kamen Rider (Indonesia).. i thought Kamen Rider would at least get 2nd.. Judges must have love Final Fantasy so much~ LOL!! But Dissidia performance was great!! so alike.. XD

Warrior of Light VS Granbrath... The Granbrath sword was so detailed and Warrior of Light was actually a girl.. but look so like the original one!!~

Taken many pics.. until my camera battery went flat~ So many nice Cosplay!!~ sigh just didn't take much pics with them~ I remembered I took with Winter Miku and Lenalee.. Lenalee is so pretty and cute~ DAMN!~ XD

I even bought a Katana Umbrella lol~ I guess everyone is watching wherever I go~ :P

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Psychiatrist

Seen my psychiatrist today.. he gave me some weird pills.. it's for my mood~ he said there would be side effects.. like either drowsy or cannot sleep.. he asked which one do I want.. I told him I don't want to take medicine.. he said I should listen to him since I have been so down for so long.. there is 20 pills.. he asked me to take each day and I have to go back at 22~ I don't know what to do.. I don't want to take.. I'm afraid he asked about the things to test me if I'm happier now or is the pills bitter~ I'm afraid to lie..

My next visit.. he asked me to bring my mom along.. I don't like this feeling.. I don't like my mom to know.. I should just keep this to myself.. I'm afraid he would tell my mom.. I'm sure I wouldn't be talking much that day.. I don't want to say anything.. I'm feeling so stress.. I really wished I could die..

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Vehicle Commander

It felt so great just sitting there and people driving you.. even when there is red light.. there would be Military Police stopping the cars for you and just drive through.. you don't know how great it felt.. every curious people will be looking where-ever we go.. Some would even point.. Totally felt like a Prince travelling from one place to another.. hahaha~ All we did was to move 12 Guns to other camp.. we did 6 yesterday and 6 again today..

Yesterday there is also accident.. the military police's bike's side basket got crushed by the loan loader.. HARDCORE!! just right in front of my eyes.. that's the first time I see accident right in an instant.. A few more inches I guess I would be seeing gore.. luckily the motorist is safe.. He just smiled with the embarrassment I guess.. the face of "=.=" we were then afraid our time would have to delay so we wouldn't get home early.. luckily the one who are involved is the driver and the vehicle commander.. lol~

I'm so afraid to sleep in any vehicle again.. I might be responsible for any accident that happened to my vehicle.. It was as if something wanted me to watch the guy having accident.. I were playing PSP in the truck until there were no battery left.. so I just have to see the scenery as I have got nothing to do and that happened.. that day.. I even talked to friend about gore and suicide.. he even talked about how his father go over a guy and had killed instantly with his head smashed and his father had to wash the wheel and there were brains and hair and he said his father puked.. lol~ and we talked before that happened.. when my friend heard about the accident.. he thought that motorist would have died..

Death really follow us whenever we go and they could happened anytime..